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Eating Disorders Ruined Everything by LibbyDear, literature

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Eating Disorders Ruined Everything

People with eating disorders are liars. It's not on purpose. I'm the most honest person you could ever meet...until it comes to food. "Yeah, I already ate." I will go to whatever extreme length I need to go to to keep myself from eating. I love cooking for people. I like interacting with food without partaking in its consumption. This can't be healthy. I'm a piece of shit for this, but I like when other people eat and I don't. I like making food for other people. It's this sick sort of "I am getting smaller while you are doing the opposite." And I hate myself for it. I shower after dinner, not because that's the time that I want to shower

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Eating Disorders Ruined Everything

Anorexia by LibbyDear, literature

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Anorexia

there beauty in this cold— In this frigid life whose path I have paved For myself, by myself--- Is there beauty in this? This barren wasteland of a home That once, I adored, but now There is nothing for me here but, perhaps, The stagnant pain of hunger, and the unyielding Horror I bestow upon anyone who dares to glance my way. A walking skeleton, a bag of bones, too sick to live, Yet too terrible to die, I am stuck in this Purgatory, built brick by brick for every Pound I shed. I am alone now, once kept company by another, We built these walls together, meant to keep us safe, But now confines only me. This is not a safe

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shrinking by AlloenDreams, literature

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shrinking

please, don't tell me how beautiful it is that i've parted my thighs like the sea. because there is nothing pretty about the tears in last nights dinner, or the way my hands shake around silverware. i am not poetry, but a language lost --in the spaces where flesh used to occupy lies everything i needed to say, kept as the only thing i could ever bear to swallow. if you try to write sonnets about the scars on my knuckles or the arch of my ribs, i will tell you in nine syllables less that this is more than abstinence and foggy reflections. i will tell you how my little sister can carry me in her arms like a child, and how my father can hardly

please, eat by AlloenDreams, literature

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please, eat

honey, please understand, i do not love holding you up like a sinking ship --your hipbones are jutting above seas of skin again, icebergs tearing both you and me apart have you drank water today? because i worry there is no fluidity in the way you move anymore you are all angles, angel your body creaks and moans like an old, worn out machine and i don't have your schematics i know you've taken a tape measure of every inch of yourself but i cannot measure your mind to figure out how to fix you even though your spine has more ridges than the rocky mountains, you know you cannot move them you cannot pick up textbooks your stockpot f

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Artist // Student // Traditional Art

Oct 29
Deviant for 10 years
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In love. Inactive; planning on spending my life offline and in the real world with my dear.

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LibbyDear

Jul 3, 2017

INACTIVE

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I AM INACTIVE ON THIS ACCOUNT. I am moving to the sea for college. I am getting healthy. I am leaving this account up as a reminder to me as to how things once were. But I will not be posting here any more.

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LibbyDear

Mar 20, 2016

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I think I'm gonna kill myself

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LibbyDear

Feb 14, 2014

Marginally Decent Valentine's Day?

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All of my friends bought me a rose bouquet at school today . . . they worry about me so much and they're constantly doing things to make me smile but this was just ack. so fudging sweet, I actually cried haha. A couple days this week I've literally held my life I'm my hands, ready to throw it away (both times a close friend of mine realized I wasn't okay and had me talk to them on the phone until I fell asleep) and most days I tell myself that I'm such a fuck-up, that I'm worthless and unwanted, and then my friends go and do something like this to remind me they're here. And just . . . *cries* Oh! And I got new jeans and I'm a size 0 which m

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Hey, happy birthday!

Thank you <3

Thanks for watching. You have a nice gallery and a very lovely cat. I am not good at expressing myself but I truly wish you well in life. Here is a 💖. Everyone should always have something shiny.

FainedFreckledFreak

Nov 3, 2014

heres where i am now:
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cjmottley

Oct 29, 2014

happ bday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LibbyDear

Oct 31, 2014

Thank you so much aw aw aw <333

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Oct 31, 2014